so if u connect with a song it's because you can relate to the feelings the song evokes yah? why then do you need to do your research on the song? like how it feels to stand at a window and look out? does that mean that feelings then can be researched? it's either u feel or u don't. u connect or you don't. yes life is full of grey areas... but even within those areas, there will be a slight 'this' or 'that' right? i guess the point about this is that i dunno what's there to research. research ur feelings sounds detached. like u have to know how to feel at which situation. but u don't. cos feelings are unpredictable. and being a singer... u shd not even be considering to have to research for something. u just go with ur feelings when u're singing. understand the song.. bring it out. not have to research how to sing it. u're not being a singer.

you know how pple always say.. wahhh you got 桃花运?? meaning like a lot of pple are attracted to you and there is romance in the air for you. (for a period of time at least) apparently it's a cycle... so does it mean that when u're having the lady luck of love shine upon you, and you act on ur crush... u'll have more chance/higher percentage of success?? かな...

well some things to think about.. i guess.. sounded so much nicer in my head tho.. ~_~


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